I am sorry for your lost. May you find comfort in God's word the Bible. At Isaiah 33:24 And no resident will say: "I am sick." Our God has made loving provisions to remove suffering and death from us forever. Our love ones will live again. We have the hope of the resurrection. Read John 6:40;2 Peter 3:13.
May the hope and promises in these Scripture bring you comfort and strength to endure the difficult days ahead.
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